I'm instinctively very suspicious and guarded, and I try to counteract it so much. I find reason allows you to be open, and my only sort of ambition in life is to try and be as open as possible. 我本性疑心重又谨慎，我非常努力地尝试着克服这点。我会发现一些可以让自己更放得开的理由，我人生最大的抱负就是尽可能地开放。（嘴巴上是豪放派，其实比谁都保守...)